Mom needs a break!

Oh my goodness, I seriously feel like last week never happened. I feel like I slept through an entire week(or rather worked through an entire week). I don't know how it's the end of April, I don't know how my youngest baby is almost two! I really don't know how we got here, it was just April 10th a few days ago in my mind. It was then that I realized, it's time to take a step back and just be a mom(no I'm not quitting the blog) but I do think I stress too much about getting it up on time. Lately it seems like my kids have taken the back seat so I could get the blog up and I'm not okay with that. I don't want to be the mom who tells them "one second mom has to finish this post" and I don't want to miss anymore time with them than I'm already missing due to work. At the end of the day it's about these kids here, I don't want to sit down on Sunday night again and ask my husband how Easter was a week ago and have to ask him if I gave our kids their baskets! I've never in my life felt like a worst mom than I do right now, I feel like I failed at being a mom. Our kids have been troopers lately, with Jason losing his job, me picking up extra shifts to make up for lost money, the struggle with addiction, they have literally witnessed more than most six year olds have. The deserve some special activities going on in their lives, activities mom and dad can actually participate in. I'm really hoping that a bit of a "mommy break" does the trick to this whole little funk I've been in for the passed week(or more my memory is SHOT!) Please forgive me for this terrible blog post, but I really just want to get back to playing "trucks" with my toddler. I will see you guys later!