Where is Jason?!

It's been awhile since I've blogged so I apologize if I suck. Jess has a concussion and isn't allowed to do anything besides sleep and stare at the ceiling she's really living it up right now. It seems like a lot of people think that I've abandoned her to raise all nine kids by herself, that's not the case. I moved three hours away for a job with the intent of having our family move as well. It unfortunately hasn't worked out that way, our oldest Zayden has been fighting cancer since October and we didn't want to leave his doctors who have been working so well with him. Then the kids got registered in school here instead of where we were moving because of the cancer and us not moving right away so now we need to wait for school to either be on a break or be over then we can move. For now however we are doing the best we can with this situation and I visit whenever I get a chance. I do want to clear the air some more here, people have suggested getting a job closer to home and I find it funny they think I didn't try that. One of the places I applied found out I had a transgender child and told me it wouldn't be safe for me to work there, another just simply didn't hire me. I tried and tried to get a job closer to home, but after nothing worked out I decided to go out of state and got a job that paid what I needed and promised to keep not just myself, but my family safe as well. My family is my priority and I will go to the ends of the earth to protect them and be with them and I wish more than anything that I had a job that allowed me to be home all the time maybe one day I will, but for now I know Jess has everything under control.