I Can't Watch it Again!

Like many Christian families we try to make our Sundays as family oriented as possible, so naturally when it's storming we make it a movie night. Because it's almost my mom's birthday we watched a movie she chose and let me just say I might never let her pick again! She chose to watch "Miracles From Heaven" which may sound sweet and innocent, but it was really hard to watch. This movie hit home way too hard for me, the little girl and I had pretty identical stories(except I didn't fall out of a tree to cure myself) but the main plot of being on your death bed and then making a remarkable recovery was pretty spot on. You would think this would make me happy to see someone else going through something so similar, but it honestly just made me super sad and scared that it could come back or something. There was one part that really seemed to stand out to me and get me really upset, when they put in a feeding tube. Little back story about me, I had a feeding tube for about a year and a half and had a super bad experience getting it placed. When they tried to put mine in the first time it went in my wind pipe and I ended up chocking-worst experience of my life! The moment I saw them put it in it was automatically a trigger warning for me and I couldn't focus on most of the movie after that. As happy as the ending was and as amazing as the actors were I can't watch it again, it was like I was watching myself get sick again and I don't want to imagine that. So fair warning to all my friends who have fought for their lives, this movie may bring up some bad memories.