I can't do this

Single mom life has officially killed me. I seriously can not do anything right, I don't make enough to support my own family, I have barely any outside help and the people who live with me aren't helping at all. I emotionally, physically, and mentally feel defeated. Just once I want people to do what I ask of them, to have the dishes and laundry done when I get home from work-or at least started I'm not picky! I can't take the stress of raising kids, working, trying to keep my house clean, and everything else when I don't have any back up. When Jason was here he would make the kids do their chores and he would do a few himself, because we were a team and that's what we did! Now it's me against the world. I will admit, some people have stepped up to help with things like meals and I appreciate that so much! But, that doesn't help with the fact my laundry isn't done, I have a pile of dishes, the trash isn't taken out until I get home at 11, and all the rooms are a mess. Yes, I realize I have nine kids-six of which are perfectly capable of helping around the house and they do. They do so well for being six and five, but they are kids! They still don't do everything perfectly and that's okay, because adults can help them but no one is. I just honestly can't keep doing this, our living situation is not working anymore and I realize that and it's time for a change. I'm not sure how it'll change, like I said before I'm not making enough to support our family let alone move, but if it means living in a super small apartment until we can afford a bigger place I will do it. This current situation is making me cry every single night and my kids are realizing how stressed I am. I'm sorry this post is so depressing, but this is my life currently. My life is a huge mess and just seems to be getting worse. I am hoping tomorrow is better, but I highly doubt it at this point.