Two Year Anniversary!

I can't believe two years ago today Jason and I met. I remember it like it was yesterday, but I'll skip recapping it because last year I posted the story of how we met. Today I'm going to just focus on how far we've come. When we met Jason made it clear he could never love a kid who isn't biologically his, it was a bit of a slap in the face seeing as I had kids. I realized we would never be in a relationship and just focused on raising kids to be good people. Little did I know that while I was raising the kids, Jason was realizing he couldn't fight the love he had for kids who happened to not be biologically his. It's actually kind of funny to think about this, because the moment Skyler was born Jason was in love with her. He was the third person to hold her, the first to get her to smile, they just have this connection and have had it since the moment she was born. Despite the obvious reasons of why I was happy he made the decision that he does in fact love these kids, I was also happy he was just following his heart instead of doing what he thought he wanted. I honestly don't know where we would be if he hadn't made that decision, I do know we wouldn't be in a relationship and I probably wouldn't have adopted Ryker. It's super weird to think about that, because as I write this Ryker is sitting next to me playing with cars. Despite all of the things life has thrown at us, we have overcome it and I can't wait to see where life takes us, because I feel like it's going to be amazing.